Postpartum Psychosis – Dad’s View

Fathers Talk About Postpartum Psychosis Three fathers share their perspective and describe their experience of how they were affected by Postpartum Psychosis.  *Uploaded to youtube to enable Closed Captioning and the ability to access in multiple languages* By Planet Grande Pictures with Postpartum Support International on Vimeo Natachia Barlow Ramsey; Postpartum Psychosis Survivor and Loser

Postpartum Psychosis

The Real Tragedy – Watch Now This is beautiful and I love how Carol calls Postpartum Psychosis a murderer because she knows first hand what it truly robs you of and how heartbreaking it really is “Carol Blocker describes her experience watching her daughter struggle with postpartum psychosis.” *By request, I created a link so

The Dark Silence of the Night

When the Loneliness gets to you I am very much having all these thoughts and feelings right now. I really wish I had paid better attention to and heeded my own warning about allowing people into my life.  I already kept people at arms length and hadn’t allowed anyone in my life intimately in five

Depression is a Black Hole

The Ballad of Lucy Jordan ~ The evening sun touched gently onThe eyes of Lucy JordanOn the rooftop where she climbedWhen all the laughter grew too loud Natachia Barlow Ramsey; Postpartum Psychosis Survivor and Loser ~Be Loud, Be Purposeful, Be Strong, Be Courageous, Be Creative, Be Something~ *Always Try to be Something and be Kind*

I Don’t Know You

All In I don’t understand. I have said your name over and over again. I can’t look at any of your photos. When I see you – them. It hurts me so much I feel like I can’t breathe. I feel horrified that you would do and say all those things about me that weren’t

Praying for Your Soul

Beautiful Song I hope you’re somewhere prayin’, prayin’I hope your soul is changin’, changin’I hope you find your peaceFalling on your knees, prayin’ You brought the flames and you put me through hellI had to learn how to fight for myselfAnd we both know all the truth I could tellI’ll just say this is “I

I’ll Eat Your Sins

Sin Eater Send me your broken, send me your dreams Send me your heartache, Send me your screams I’ll take the hopeless, I’ll take the lost I’ll take your helpless, I’ll pay the cost The taunted, the tortured the sad and the blue The beggars, the paupers, they all can come too We’ll be an

Upon My Death, Do Not Let Me Die

When I am gone I don’t want my story to stop being shared. When I am gone, be it by accident, disease, tragedy or triumph; I want it to be known. Say it out loud. I give my permission now to share my story. Share all my stories and if you have more stories of

I’m Not Gonna Make it

A Return to Home and Paradise Hell It’s Thursday, June 2nd around 5pm. I’ve already gotten a bunch of errands done and we are preparing for the return trip home to Maine. My anxiety is high, very high. I’m excited and anxious awaiting the trip. There’s the practical side of the 19 hour long drive

My Psychosis Song

My  Psychosis  Song Psychosis seized my mind, grabbed my very soul, shook my very essence and violently took hold. Overcome with thoughts that twisted in my head, left me torn apart, and wishing I were dead. Searching for the answers while my thinking was deranged, left us all with scars and everlasting change. Thrust into