Postpartum Psychosis – Dad’s View

Fathers Talk About Postpartum Psychosis Three fathers share their perspective and describe their experience of how they were affected by Postpartum Psychosis.  *Uploaded to youtube to enable Closed Captioning and the ability to access in multiple languages* By Planet Grande Pictures with Postpartum Support International on Vimeo Natachia Barlow Ramsey; Postpartum Psychosis Survivor and LoserContinue reading “Postpartum Psychosis – Dad’s View”

Postpartum Psychosis

The Real Tragedy – Watch Now This is beautiful and I love how Carol calls Postpartum Psychosis a murderer because she knows first hand what it truly robs you of and how heartbreaking it really is “Carol Blocker describes her experience watching her daughter struggle with postpartum psychosis.” *By request, I created a link soContinue reading “Postpartum Psychosis”

Depression is a Black Hole

The Ballad of Lucy Jordan ~ The evening sun touched gently onThe eyes of Lucy JordanOn the rooftop where she climbedWhen all the laughter grew too loud Natachia Barlow Ramsey; Postpartum Psychosis Survivor and Loser ~Be Loud, Be Purposeful, Be Strong, Be Courageous, Be Creative, Be Something~ *Always Try to be Something and be Kind*

Take Me To Church

There is no sweeter innocence than our gentle sin Gentle sin is without malice or intent. You cannot want to do harm to someone before entering a room, that is intent. You cannot break down our apartment door with an audio recorder in your pocket, already recording and while breaking things throughout our apartment tellContinue reading “Take Me To Church”

Razor’s Edge; I will get back up

There will always be times in your life when someone wants to keep you down when you are down instead of offering a hand when you could use one. It’s unfortunate that people don’t practice paying it forward more often. It’s easy to get caught up in the pettiness going on around you when youContinue reading “Razor’s Edge; I will get back up”

I’ll Eat Your Sins

Sin Eater Send me your broken, send me your dreams Send me your heartache, Send me your screams I’ll take the hopeless, I’ll take the lost I’ll take your helpless, I’ll pay the cost The taunted, the tortured the sad and the blue The beggars, the paupers, they all can come too We’ll be anContinue reading “I’ll Eat Your Sins”

Upon My Death, Do Not Let Me Die

When I am gone I don’t want my story to stop being shared. When I am gone, be it by accident, disease, tragedy or triumph; I want it to be known. Say it out loud. I give my permission now to share my story. Share all my stories and if you have more stories ofContinue reading “Upon My Death, Do Not Let Me Die”

I’m Not Gonna Make it

A Return to Home and Paradise Hell It’s Thursday, June 2nd around 5pm. I’ve already gotten a bunch of errands done and we are preparing for the return trip home to Maine. My anxiety is high, very high. I’m excited and anxious awaiting the trip. There’s the practical side of the 19 hour long driveContinue reading “I’m Not Gonna Make it”

My Psychosis Song

My  Psychosis  Song Psychosis seized my mind, grabbed my very soul, shook my very essence and violently took hold. Overcome with thoughts that twisted in my head, left me torn apart, and wishing I were dead. Searching for the answers while my thinking was deranged, left us all with scars and everlasting change. Thrust intoContinue reading “My Psychosis Song”

Days Like This

Every Regret I Have Will Go Set Free… This is Kim Taylor’s Days Like This – It’s been one of those days where I just gotta let go after giving it what I had and be okay with what is. I always listen to a lot of music on days like this. So  I will shareContinue reading “Days Like This”